Let it Fall The drifting snow, First of the winter, Is like a lullaby To watch. So cold and icy Like my feelings How biting But short lived, Like my anger. Snow and ice… Their own entities, With multiple meanings Like my deepest heart.
Finding myself in this unfamiliar place
I strive to embrace; I want to feel-
My mind deludes me with fear now.
Jaded,
wandering,
gray matter;
nerves shattering under every touch.
Who am I kidding, this shell of a woman?
Who would understand this deep
wanting of attention and love but
still an aversion to almost all of it...
I suppose exploring it is the key.
But,
what if it breaks the lock of my heart?
Olive branch drops down
to the ice-covered earth
of our pitiable nations feet.
It falls in suffering, not
in reverence to anything,
but in frail captivity,
of a crushing fist.
In another world, the sun
scalds our brows as we
lean forward to see
what has become of
those United States.
In this other world where
poverty rules over any
kindness or love.
Better to be frozen
like that olive branch,
than boiling in the
heat of these politics.
At your funeral I cried with grief.
The sadness of no more days spent
in the grace of your company;
of not feeling your warm embrace.
At your funeral I wept with regrets
The regrets of not having seen
you one last time to say goodbye;
of not knowing you more fully.
By your ethereal side I wait until my
time comes to walk beside you again.
Knowing that the future will unite us,
holds my broken heart together.
The End Of The Tunnel by EvilScarrlett, literature
Literature
The End Of The Tunnel
Graceless days filled
with empty dreams.
Unknown resolutions
that are never seen.
No belief that things
can get any better.
Things stay the same.
Where's that light
we all hear about, as
we sit in darkness?
Her aura is a mixture
of all the colored hues
and all the muddled
ones in between.
She lives in the blue
of an unchanging world
that makes her sad
but she presses on.
She lives in the orange
of the sun when it
shines, making her glow.
With the promise of
yellow, she finds peace.
When the storms pass
the violet can blanket her
in the peaceful confines
of a world of her own.
Her red can’t be avoided
but its fire keeps her alive.
i didn't think that the artificial fireplace logs
would turn out to be
some kind of cruel metaphor
but here i am,
trying to ingest antifreeze to
deal with the shivers you i
send across
raw clinging collarbones , d
own
clanking vertebrae screaming at me to
let go or i'll melt into your
chest like the snowflake that lost its 6th
arm
and you
know that's not how it works and
i do too.
i turn around
and realize that
you
' re not beside
me, anymore
Her platinum lightning strikes
as midnight rules the land.
Once, a teenage dream, becomes
a fractured mid-life heartbreak;
The dress she never got to wear
hangs in a thrift shop window.
Midnight taffeta, slightly faded
much like her used-up life is.
Old copies of Cosmopolitan lay
tattered and forgotten in her mind.
The memories fade like the dress
and the storm rages quietly.
Searing feelings erupt like a
waking volcano’s rage, waiting
for the right time to spill.
Now, as I stare out on
these desolate streets
I see the ghost of a
father I have yet to meet.
From a very young age,
it’s been me and my mom.
No man to come home to,
no dad of my own.
I know mom did her best
but she needed some help;
I deserved a father figure,
now I’m out here- not grown.
The streets call my name,
to hustle, fight and act out.
Just like my mom always
worried so much about.
Now I’m fourteen and
some say, out of control.
Lost in this world with
no father to hold me.
Can I survive these streets
living unscathed and free?
Instead of in a cage
with other boys like me?
Not meant to be the destination
then what am I even here for?
Is there something more to
have my heart set on?
Is something worth this fight?
Knowing and believing are
not the same at all.
Fantasies made of traveling along
the beam of the subconscious.
Reaching the other side is
not always wanted or expected.